Wandering Along the Path: Right Speech

I saw pictures on instagram of my older daughter's trip with our granddaughter.  It looks lovely.  I'm getting an itch to travel, especially as everyone but me seems to be doing it.  But the urge to plan is fading at the same time, and I admit I loved the days when travel agents did the leg work.  When we begin researching a trip, there is too much information, and some of it conflicts, and we end up back where we started.  That happened when we tried to plan a trip with friends and we got reports that made safety an issue, and then the place to book was the most expensive, we lost our confidence in our ability to handle the physical requirements, and it came to nothing.  Our friends have gone on several terrific trips since then, but we have not.  We can't seem to DECIDE things.  Is this ambivalence or reluctance?  We can't decide.